Don’t Look Back In Anger

Last night was ABSOLUTELY AMAZING.

I never expected Oasis to blow my mind the way it did. I can’t even describe it. Just look at all the Youtube videos put up my the people who were there. They can’t find words to describe it either. Not much communication between the audience and the band, but they didn’t need to say anything. Their music said it all.

Well, I mean Liam and Noel both said some stuff, but total probably less than 10 lines? And a whole lotta “f***” and talk about invisible wheelchairs and the Scottish.

They opened with Rock and Roll Star, at which everyone started pushing. We were all just crammed up in the crowd and I remember getting someone’s elbow in my mouth and having my face shoved into someone’s back. Pretty gross. I have bruises on my right forearm and left ball and socket joint at the ankle. But who cares about that pain when everyone was stepping on your sprained toe? But still.

MIND-BLOWING.

They played plenty of songs I knew, I probably only didn’t know 3 songs? Waiting for MTV to review the gig at their website, which will have the full setlist that was played. Don’t Look Back in Anger was the best song played. It was just beautiful. Noel didn’t even sing half the song, the audience sang it for him. He didn’t need to sing. Everyone was just singing and enjoying the beauty of the song. Well I was secretly thanking Noel for writing such a beautiful song. And he even smiled when he saw the crowd singing. Which is really rare. Noel smiling. But Liam smiling is even rarer. Which he didn’t do at all last night, it was more like a scowl all the way. Typical. Typical stance as well. Liam took his usual pose by the mic, not touch it at all, hands shoved in his pockets, or shaking his tambourine. Which he threw. And landed right in front of Ada. But the freakin angmoh guy behind her reached in front and grabbed it and the tambourine knocked her head on the way up. Liam scowled when he saw the guy getting it. Probably because he wanted a Singaporean to get it? I don’t really know. Obviously I don’t, but I hope thats the reason for his scowl. Haha.

Craziest and wildest concert I’ve ever been to. Best one too. FOB moshing was crazier, but the crowd at Oasis was way better. Last night wasn’t moshing. It was pushing. So much that some Malay guy was telling everyone “Ok, ok, take a break. Don’t push. Take a break from pushing.” (Imagine him saying this with a Malay accent). Haha.

Before the concert I was at Kallang Leisure Park waiting for about 45 minutes for the rest to come because they were late and I was early. Ended up meeting Jia Rong in Cold Storage. He caught me looking at dog food. Right. I managed to get an idea for Tim’s present while looking around the stores when waiting.

Today I went to Orchard to look for Jing Yan’s present. I knew what I wanted. But Gramophone Centrepoint and HMV Heeren didn’t have. HMV Heeren didn’t have it. What a shocker. It’s sold out. I’m not sure whether to order it online now. Cos I really want it for myself too. Since its one of my favourite albums I should own it right?

Had lots of breaks today in school. Was so bored. Didn’t bring my laptop. Had EE meeting after school. Had trouble communicating my questions to wongtzy due to him being really tired from teaching the whole day with no breaks. Well he told E Jin and me that. He told me that again when he kept asking me to state my question clearly and he didn’t get my question. After I finally got my point through, he actually laughed cos it was such a simple question. He’s nice la. Everyone just doesn’t like him cos he isn’t nice to them. Haha. Have lots to work on for EE.

Anyway, there wasn’t a need for you to message me. It was just a few days of thought and emo-ness. And letting my emotions get the better of me. By the time you messaged me I was totally fine anyway. I’ve made an effort to stay out of your life to make things easier for you, so I hope you do the same for me. Appreciate your concern though. And since you can tell me not to turn to anyone cos no one can help me, I guess you’ve learnt nothing. Your loss. Obviously I know God is the only one who can help me the most. But if you think there’s absolutely no one to turn to but God, you’re absolutely wrong. Well I felt really alone those nights, but I knew I could talk to others. I just couldn’t bring myself to. So please don’t be as presumptous to assume that you know everything about me. Cos you don’t. You never knew me.

I’m happy now. I’m satisfied where I am. Happy to be single. I can go for concerts without worrying that I’ll have to deal with problems after it.

and BEN IS GONNA BE A COMMANDO! I don’t know whether to cry or laugh for him. I don’t think he’s sure about what to feel too anyway. In any case, I’ll be there to laugh/cry with him!