Christmas is over, and I got back fro my trip to Bangkok. It was a pretty crazy trip, with lots of shopping every day for 10 hours and massages every day. Had quite a lot of fun shopping, but it was once again a rude awakening to the state of affairs/relationships in my household. It was more of a rude awakening to my parents rather than me, since I realised it a long time ago. Well now we’ll just happily live our separate lives. I hope.

2010 is a few days away, and there’s tons of activities and things to do, like going to St. John’s Island tomorrow with Wee Peng and MJ, YA Thanksgiving at night, VS hostel event on Tues, 2K class chalet on Tues, Watchnight Service, countdown… So many things to do, so little time. Oh plus an outing with Jenna, and mahjong at Ziyang’s place. Can’t wait! Hope I don’t dream of mahjong tiles this time.

So many things have changed, people and things are so bizzare-ly different that sometimes I still can’t wrap my mind around it. I’m not quite sure what to make of/think of certain recent developments. We’ve both moved on, which is good, definitely. But everything’s still so incredibly messed up.

You talk about life, you talk about death,
And everything in between,
Like it's nothing, and the words are easy.

You talk about me, and you talk about you,
And everything I do,
Like it's something, that needs repeating.

I don't need an alibi or for you to realize,
The things we left unsaid,
Are only taking space up in our head.

Make it my fault, win the game
Point the finger, place the blame
It does me up and down, it doesn’t matter now.