Yesterday was a terrible day. Probably the worst I had in IB. Thinking back on it now, it doesn’t seem that bad actually. Ayodele during TOK + finding out Geog IA is due in Week 10 and I haven’t started + after school TOK + Choir with Year 5s + Studying at night for Hist test=terrible day.
I shan’t dwell on it now.
School doesn’t seem like a drag anymore. Its different from last year. I don’t wake up dreading school and everything to do with it. I’m less tired too. Well most of the time now. Or maybe its just today.
Been feeling down the past few days at night.
It sucks to wake up and be reminded every day of the break up. Its stopped hurting long time ago. It just sucks to keep being reminded of it. Its really bloody annoying. Like why can’t my brain stop bringing that thought up? Argh.
My post isn’t making much sense cos each paragraph is skipping from one thing to the next. But I shall continue doing so.
I seem to only get down to work at 9pm these days. The result of surfing around the net and YouTube.
I give up trying to be a friend if the person doesn’t seem to want to be friends. Its horrible that the only thing we talk about is school. And work. Especially work that I don’t like = Bio.
It sucks that I don’t have a best friend in school who can understand what I’m going through. Like schoolwork + Choir + friendships + spiritual stuff + relationships. Or maybe it just takes time to gain one.
Okay, now I feel terrible for what I wrote in the previous paragraph. As if having a friend is just about someone being there for you to lay all your crap on. Argh.
First time a post isn’t about music. Then again, the title is a song. Heh.
World Lit is calling out to me. Then again the urge to brood over things is stronger…
Thought I would attach a nice picture I took with my trusty handphone camera. 2 megapixels. You wouldn’t believe where I took it. Parkway Parade. Like seriously. By the roadside. Real flowers. Its unbelievable what you find in the most unexpected places.
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